The Mask

Concealing myself

to make you happy

hiding behind my mask

making you think

im happy too

nobody can see all the pain i see

nobody can even if they try

cause crying these f*cking bitter tears

honestly makes me wanna die

I'm not "okay"

if i say i am

its a stupid white LIE

cause im not okay

if you take the mask away

will you understand?

will you hold me close

and tell me you love

the girl behind the mask

more than the mask itself?

The pain is killing me

i cant think at all

you ruin me

you break me

you shatter me completly

Have you seen the girl behind the mask

or have you seen the tears she cries?

They're made of blood

not water

I dont have any tears left to cry

the blood replaces water

but the mask itself says shes fine

but the girl behind it

is truly dying on the inside